New dream from Heaven?

Test is overkill today... I rather not talking about it. Instead I'll tell you sometime that excites me very much today.

After school, I went home, kinda moody due to test today so I read my Bible. Then I suddenly got a urge to go to SOT website. I was like, "what am I doing?" Then I went to SOT website, then surfed alittle while, then all of sudden, I actually started planning what should I do after ITE simei. I read rules and regulations from the site and it interests me; but the thing is... why all of sudden I got interested in SOT? If you ask me yesterday, going to a Bible college/school is the last thing of my mind. Now it's been constantly in my mind.

No wonder the Bible says, "The first shall be the last." Interesting... Very interesting. Confused though... Keep me in your prayers, pray for me which direction should I take in my life...

Lord, is this my most high calling from You?