More confusion added on my confused head.
Today is a day of mass confusion. Don't get me wrong; service was awesome. There's some shocking news though; I didn't know my blog got some real 'loyal' fans. What I mean loyal is they really question me after I blogged. And the fire gets bigger and bigger; and it can burn the entire forest down.
I dunno man; but I may blog rant alot in this blog,also could be a long one; so are you ready? Ok, let's go!
First; business with friends.
At first it went well until we hit the 'money' issue. I'm unable to give that amount of money yet so I need to hold this plan up to further notice. Actually; I always wanted to open up a business(not really; until recently but anyways) so I really hope this can work out. I can trust my friends so once the money issue is over; I can do this together. Of course; I need to pray this really carefully.
Second; NS & SoT.
Man; seriously I not ready for NS at all. I loaf even about thinking about it. I think I'll miss CHC; my cgm alot! And... of course... her. lol But NS aside; I've plans to enter SoT earliest by 2009AD or latest 2011AD. I really can't wait to enter SoT; really cause I just got this vision just this year so I'm really really excited over this.
It's really trying time for me cause I may even compromise not giving matter due to this matter. It's really hard to imagine when that happens; it's not wise at all. Of course I also need prayers over this.
Third; love life?
Man, I tell you; today is 'the wake up call' man. He's like asking; "you like who?" She's like asking;"you like who?" They asked me till I cannot take it anymore and I give so many hints till they can guess who is the one already. I do liked her alot but I really need to pluck up the courage to let my feelings known to her.
I guess this really affected me alot cause I got rejected by someone whom I used to liked. Since then, I never really fall in love till earlier this year. Though the previous one was a distraction; but this one's different. I haven't heard any 'objections' from the Lord yet. Prehaps because due to that 'rejection'; I built myself an emotion wall to protect myself. I really need answers and confirmation from the Lord. And of course her... But for now I'll just stick to my ministry & serve the Lord.
If you can.. wait for me... until NS. LOL!
Thanks for reading this entry; for all believers; do pray for me.
I dunno man; but I may blog rant alot in this blog,also could be a long one; so are you ready? Ok, let's go!
First; business with friends.
At first it went well until we hit the 'money' issue. I'm unable to give that amount of money yet so I need to hold this plan up to further notice. Actually; I always wanted to open up a business(not really; until recently but anyways) so I really hope this can work out. I can trust my friends so once the money issue is over; I can do this together. Of course; I need to pray this really carefully.
Second; NS & SoT.
Man; seriously I not ready for NS at all. I loaf even about thinking about it. I think I'll miss CHC; my cgm alot! And... of course... her. lol But NS aside; I've plans to enter SoT earliest by 2009AD or latest 2011AD. I really can't wait to enter SoT; really cause I just got this vision just this year so I'm really really excited over this.
It's really trying time for me cause I may even compromise not giving matter due to this matter. It's really hard to imagine when that happens; it's not wise at all. Of course I also need prayers over this.
Third; love life?
Man, I tell you; today is 'the wake up call' man. He's like asking; "you like who?" She's like asking;"you like who?" They asked me till I cannot take it anymore and I give so many hints till they can guess who is the one already. I do liked her alot but I really need to pluck up the courage to let my feelings known to her.
I guess this really affected me alot cause I got rejected by someone whom I used to liked. Since then, I never really fall in love till earlier this year. Though the previous one was a distraction; but this one's different. I haven't heard any 'objections' from the Lord yet. Prehaps because due to that 'rejection'; I built myself an emotion wall to protect myself. I really need answers and confirmation from the Lord. And of course her... But for now I'll just stick to my ministry & serve the Lord.
If you can.. wait for me... until NS. LOL!
Thanks for reading this entry; for all believers; do pray for me.
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