Don't go MIA on me...

All this happened on yesterday. I saw this "TM girl" in school when I was in cafe 1. I do not believe I've seen the wrong person. It's exactly like her. Why does she still avoids me? It has been 2 years! I don't get understand her. Emotional frenzy kills ya.

Why does she needs to keep everything from herself? It has come to a point where it's no one's fault now. What is she thinking? Where does she never reveals her fears and joy to me back then? It's the past now and life would be really different if I did went steady with her. But still! I still feel sad, and sorry for her at state she is now.

It's hard not to think of 'her' when seeing the state of "TM girl". Though I have no plans of revealing my feelings to her yet(I see no point for now.) It's also sickening to see so many of my POS friends blackslided...

"We see them passed by us in our lives, what really remains is our faith and love for God."

Now I should really focus on repairing my friendship with some of my specific friends and "TM girl" is one of them.

But I really want to thank God that I've been through much worse trials when comes to affairs of the heart. So it's really chicken feet to me.

But still "she" is really too wonderful not to think of her.

Later kids.