Startled day.

Today I was challenged quite a few times. Challenged to prayed harder in the prayer meeting, and challenged to learn new drum stuff in strikeforce ministry.

I read samantha's blog about the nov 30th entry here. It didn't do me much impact at first. But now it does.


One of the strikeforce member whom I really looked upon like a sister, it's really amazing though. The last time I had a serious conversation, it's impactful enough already. Compared to this conversation, that one is nothing at all. Whenever I respected someone alot, God always use that person to "preach against me". People like Daphne, Peiyu, Samantha, Minyee and now Jennifer from SF. She asked me whether I wanted to be a cell group leader or not.

Honestly speaking, I don't know how to answer her. I know somewhat I'm gonna to be a leader of somesort, but when comes to cell group leader thingy, I'm very weary. Of what, I dunno. Then all of sudden, I remembered some of the rash vows I made during QT.

Believe me or not, as long as it's God's will, whatever vows you made, whether you mean it or not, or you like it or not, shall come to pass.

Or it appears to be. But I'm really glad on 1 side of me and I'm depressed on the other. But I can forget all that depression side. I've been through the worse depression already, this is nothing. I can make do with no partner for a long period of time.

God's more important, but what really wows me is, when you're willing to serve, revelations keep on coming, and there will always be something to do something important in a ministry. If there's nothing at all, you're slacking!

Man, Strikeforce is a 1 big cell group. The biggest cell group, 150 members, with Dr Boon as our cell group leader!

Later all!