BGR conversations.

Today at the funeral was pretty alright. So I'm gonna talk about a conversation I had with Yirong instead.

Happened on yesterday night, she asked me one question that really challenged me alot.

"Why do you like her in the first place?", She asked.

If I were to say looks aren't important, I'd be lying. Right through the teeth. I actually thought for a while before answering her...truthfully. ahaha.

"Looks and her character.", I replied.

It's no secret that I used to liked Cecilia alot, even she knows that now, and we're pretty good friends. Ever since that rejection, I've been using her as a reference to compare girls. She's the standard in terms of looks and character, the gal I'm looking for, that kind of range.

But this "gal" broke through that standard, and I thought it's just another crush of love, but no!!! It's became love so strong that it sometimes really amaze me. I thought I won't have the courage to love someone so much, but well, love kills.

Seriously, the waiting time is really killing me, and it's really quite frustating sometimes.



But yet it has been amazingly perfect for my plans of life. I can't commit in a relationship right now, due to a vow and really no time for one. Besides, NS is coming and it's gonna slave me in.

But I'm really glad God does gives me an answer nonetheless.

But yeah, I'm truly in love not just of looks but also "her" personality. How I know that? I've been comparing other gals with "her" and i still find "her" da best.

Later kids.