Afraid... Burdened...

There's so many things running through my mind now. CG, ministry, spiritual life, responsibilities of different aspects of life, visions, doubt, the list goes on.

I'm just so tired... I need a rest, but I musn't give up now, there's much more to do!

I've felt so burdened like never before, but I know God will never leave or forsake me. And He's gonna make the best of these experiences of my life yet, I just knew it.

But I'm really glad I'm surrounded with a bunch of totally "can-do" with "give me more mountains" people attitude.

I'm really glad there are 2 cg members who are willing to do anything to create a stronger bond within the cg.

And a team whom always reaching out for the impossible dreams, always working out their best and focus on Jesus.

And a brother whom always encouraged me to go to the next level.

A family of Christ whom I can always turn back with where whenever I see them, I always see "brothers & sisters" in them (matt 12:46-50, mark 3:31-35). Always feel better when I see, chat or work with them.

An understanding CGL whom I can relate to.

An ex-cg member whom I looked upon her like a sister always never fails to encourage me whenever I smsed her.

Another sister of Christ always stood by me, encouraging me through my darkest hours.

God that will do anything to find me.

What more can I say? Why should I be afraid now?