Is it really worth it?

"Away with you, Satan! For it is written, 'You shall worship the LORD your God, and Him only you shall serve.' " ~Matt 4:10

I would say this verse not only encourages you not to be double-minded, but also choose your decisions carefully; and when you do, go all out with it.

I just read lynde's latest entry, and it really made me wonder is it worth it? To miss cell group meetings, outings & sometimes even service? For ministry.

Then I asked myself is... "Will God be please for what am I doing?"

I thought for a while...

Then I remembered a pwnage verse that goes, "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?" (matt 14:31). From matt 14:22-33, it talks about Simon Peter taking a step of faith to walk on water with Christ. But as soon as he realised about what he was doing, he stumbles and fall... And cried, "Lord, help me!"

Peter was willing to do something different, though he stumbles, at least he took a step of faith and walked out of that boat.

It is happening to me now, right here right now. Sure, I can help other people, but if I don't help myself and bear fruits, what good use do I do to the children of God or myself? For faith without works is dead.

I am trying to make a difference here. But I'll not try. I'll train myself to strive. I must move on. There are so many distractions around this world *coughsgalscoughs* but I need to focus on God. That season isn't here yet.

I have not opened my business yet. I have not entered SoT yet. I have not go to taiwan emerge yet. I have not open up to N318 yet.

All these things shall come to pass, one way or another.

Yes, it is worth it!


PS... My fingernails are getting long again. Need to cut them.... Lest I get ear-wrecking from someone......