Too much free time kills your brain.

Why? I'm thinking of so many nonsense lately. Like... "wow, I'm turning 21 next year?!" And I actually tell others online about that. Silly eh? Chinese new year is the best. Best ever yet. Till my mom decided to get 50% of my ang pao profit. What a thief! lol jk. That means I've earned at least 600 bucks this lunar year.

But due to half profit policy, I get 300 bucks. wow, that's still a lot of money... Praise God for that! Though some of my friends are really unhappy and don't ask me the names, I won't hand out the list. My heart is really all out for them, so lost and unhappy, and I can't really help them.

Been pondering what will my life will be when I'm 21. Wow, that's really fast man. What kind of life will I lead next year? Will I finish the whole Bible in 2006? Will I be able to get NKJV Life Application Study Bible by then? Will I be able to get my guitar amp? Will I still as crappy as ever when come to joking? Will I still shy away from new friends sometimes? Will I be able to bring at least 2-5 new friends to church and strongly rooted in the house of God? Will I get a sweet, beautiful and most importantly God-loving gf by then(Or will I get to see her again? lol)? The least goes on and on.

Wow 21 seems errie to me, I dunno why. It's coming all too fast. 21 is such a wicked number. So many doubts and weird dreams keep popping in my head, I'm going crazy soon. Not soon, but eventally though.

Yours truly.

(Wait, I ain't writing a pen-pal letter.)

Good bye then. lol