Medieval II:Total war updates, life updates.

No; medieval II:Total War isn't out in singapore yet, but according to challenger; it'll due in nov 23. That means, after cell group, I'll be able pit myself against England and the pope as Franks. haha! It's not as if everyday you can wage war against the same believer, at least not in real life. Just kidding!

Freddy's finally back in school after been AWOL in 2 weeks. He's been busy practising his dancing steps for his "the dance floor". Seems like he and his team will be in the final 32. I couldn't focus alittle as we're catching up some time and went joking for 2 hours straight during lessons instead.

I sorta share my thoughts with "her" with my dearest cousin yesterday . It's more like a vow/pact we made with one another. So I can't really break it, can't I? Though I told her(cousin, not "her") briefly about what really happened, she gave me some uninteresting feedbacks.

Like, "Have you ever thought if you 2 are so busy with your lives, that you may even missed your chance to be with her?" It does hitted me back for a while, but if it's not God's plan, what good does it benefit me or even her?

I mean, don't even say on spiritual realm; should "she" is not glorifying God or not doing according to God's plan's in "her" life, what good will it benefit "her"?

I rather take this step, 1 at a time; continue building a greater friendship/bondship with "her", and of course with God, pray this really carefully.

I mean come on, if "she" is really for me, why should I fear? Both of us serving a God who really speaks to His flock!

It's really interesting to see how Pastor Ulf Ekman gets so excited when he's preaching.