Which way to go?

Yesterday has got to be one of the sickest, mind-blowing, amazing, craziest, wildest & emotional days of my life ever. period.

Ministry the entire day... CG on the evening. Sounds easy? Not at all. I was so tired that I actually slept most of the time when we aren't "needed" on the car ride,

And I was so mad at my contact head that I actually yelled over the phone. Come to think of it, it was both of us fault, but I was really dead tired, and confused, hence I lost my cool.

It's been a while since I yelled at someone.. It kinda felt good but that's another story.

I was in my low spirits in the entire day since then even though my contact head pretended nothing has happened after he apologised. Then I had to rush for cg, cause I was seriously late.

I seriously hope that people in my cg really understand my situation. SF really needs people right now. I can say this is the breakthrough for SF this year. I want to be a part of this legacy.

No doubt CG is really important, but how often can we look back, remembering how different we played a part as a ministry, as a family, as a church, to serve God in such a relational way to the culture?

I seriously hope that Ericka( do I get her name right?) will understand what I'm going through. Yes, I know my attitude isn't good at all... But I'm seriously stressed up. I hope you'll really understand.

So... yea..

But I really learnt alot for the past few days. I've came to realised who are my real friends are.

The results are really shocking! Some I thought they'll stand by me never really did that. Those I had least impressions with stood by me.


Of course they are some who are obviously stood by my side like Shavonne, Christina, alvin, etc etc.

But it's really a shocker to realised that some I thought who will stood by me aren't willing to help me at all. Nil. Zero! Praise God for revealing who are the ones who will stand by me through my darkest hours.